Wednesday 1 November 2023

 Imaginary physical friend


WOW! 2023! After such long years (dari 2013), 10 years later, I'm back writing here. Awalnya just nak usha if blog aku still ada lagi ke tak, how cringey it was (memang cringey pun). Tapi bila tengok balik blog tuu and ingat how passionate I was waktu tuu writing blogs, terasa ada semangat pulak nak tulis balik.


Okay, tetiba pulak teringat, maybe aku boleh cerita pasal satu insiden pelik yang aku ada for a whole year waktu kat sekolah rendah dulu. I had this one girl, waktu tuu kitorang umur 8 tahun, dia selalu canang kat semua orang how rapat we were. How we always hung out together after school, how our houses were next to each others'. The thing is, it was all not true. I know nothing about this girl outside of the school!!!


I was so scared to say, eh aku tak kenal kau sapa. I was all the time iye-kan aje semua cerita dia. Aku taktau kenapa aku takut sangat dengan dia. 

She was quite untidy, but dia selalu cakap bapak dia kaya. So waktu tuu aku rasa macam dia ada some problem dalaman.. Aku tak tau lah pulak waktu tuu pasal any personality disorder nie. Tapi for sure aku takut sangat dengan dia. Dia selalu pengang tangan aku kuat sangat waktu dia cerita-cerita, aku jadi cuak gila. 


Or maybe, what if, waktu tuu dia needed help???